Getting out of my league.

“Sticks and Stones May Break My Bones, but Words Will Never Hurt Me.”

July 26, 2009 · 3 Comments

I would take these words literally and show everyone how well they are truly meant for me having undergone a most agonizing ten-hour bone operation to excise the bone tumor on my left femur. About a foot of my bone, including my knee, was removed and replaced with a mobile joint titanium imported from Taiwan. The surgery, which was made painlessly, thanks to modern science and the pain management protocol at St. Luke’s Hospital, used more than “stick and stones” that not only broke my bone but totally removed it. But what was more remarkable was how this agonizing operation made me strong and how the fearful word, the Big C, never ever put me down. I would like to credit this strength to the other, much bigger word, God’s Word.

I never thought I could be this strong, knowing how everyone dreads this most devastating human disease. I read, watch TV, listen to people talk about it and yet I remain as fearless. I am quite sure it is because while at my lowest after being diagnosed with bone tumor, the Word of God came with such an assurance that no matter what they say about this affliction, nothing could be more assuring than the grace of His healing, which is in His very words.

Everyone in the family has since been under this Healing Grace. They also showed so much strength and assurance that they also drew form the Word of God. I am now undergoing long-term rehabilitation, but surrender, impatience and boredom never ever crept my mind. The Living Word, which is God’s, has reinforced our relationship as a family and, more importantly, with the Lord our God.

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What’s Amazing Today?

June 1, 2009 · 1 Comment

010620092211Today has been a truly amazing day for me… well, for us. The reason? It’s our Monthsary! Our 2nd official monthsary. A special day celebrated monthly by people who are in a relationship; whether official or not.

It was indeed a great day. Our plans for the day were gleefully done. First, we went to SM Lipa, a mall in Batangas (about 45mins from San Pablo). Yung biyahe pa lang, enjoy na eh! She massaged my ear and rubbed my hair habang nagda-drive ako. We exchanged ideas on different topics too. We also opened up what we feel for each other like what we always do.

When we arrived at the mall, we checked the movies first and the time so we could actually plan what to do first. We decided to watch the “Angels & Demons” movie. We were kind of early for the movie so we decided to eat first. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo because she wanted me to eat sushi/maki with her, though she knows that I really hate eating japanese foods! Haha. Well, love can turn anything and everything around. Hehe. While waiting for the the food, she gave me a letter (as I was expecting and waiting… haha!). Na-touch ako sa mga nakasulat sa letter. Hehe. Then she was complaining na buti pa daw ako, laging may binabasa… hehe. She didn’t know that I also prepared a letter for her. A love letter. It was my surprise for her! LOL. It was actually my first time to make a letter, and it was hard! Hehe. Na-surprise ako nung sinabi niya sakin na na-touch siya. Hehe. Then may konting drama pa sa letter kaya ayun, I saw her eyes na medyo nag-iiba while reading the letter. Hehe. Then ayun, dumating na yung pagkain. We stuffed ourselves (as usual) with both different meals.

Sakto naman yung time… we went to the movie house to watch the movie. The movie was great… full of mysteries. Talagang mapapaisip ka kung “sino yung kalaban… sino yung hindi.” Hehe. After that, we went to World of Fun, a Timezone-like entertainment center. Hanap agad kami videoke booth/room. Yun din kasi talaga gusto namin magawa, magvideoke. Haha! We chose 8 songs. Eh pag may 5 songs na napili, may free 2 songs. Kaya 10 lahat ng nakanta namin. The problem was, sa 6th song, naghang yung videoke. So, we needed to re-insert the remaining numbers again. Eh medyo humahapon na… hindi siya pwede gabihin. Kaya ayun, medyo bitin ng konti sa oras. Hehe. But it was really fun! After that, bumili kami pansabit sa cellphone… as usual, Pagong yun design. Hehe. But the message from the strap was nice: “Fear not! For God is our refuge”. Truly a nice message. Anyway, before leaving the mall, we bought popcorns para may mangata sa byahe. Hehe. Since traffic, nakapag-usap din kami ng ayos.

I drove her home from Lipa to Los Banos. But we stopped first at UPLB to pray. We prayed, praised and thanked the Lord for all the blessings that He has given to us. We thanked Him for letting us and our relationship grow with Him. We thanked Him too for granting the desires of our hearts. We also prayed for our family and sa mga malalapit sa buhay namin. Whew! Ang saya ng ganong pakiramdam… that you offer it all to the Lord. That’s really the main component and need sa isang relationship: God must be the center of your relationship. Not only sa relationship, but also in the center of our lives. In the center of our hearts.

Well, I have written that much already. It’s time to sleep now! Hehe. I am really happy and blessed having my Girlfriend, Anne in my life.

Thank you for reading… I hope you, guys, enjoyed it.

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April Fool’s or the April’s F.O.O.L. Day?

April 2, 2009 · 1 Comment

April Fool’s Day… a day where you can send your practical jokes and hoaxes to your friends, neighbors, family members and to anyone else to cause them embarrassment or just to fool them around.

But yesterday was a different day… April Fool’s Day was inactive. No hoax… no full of crap practical jokes. It was a day that I will truly never forget. A day where Full Of Overflowing Love exploded… that’s why I called it the April’s F.O.O.L. Day.

The story…

3pm… I am planning to surprise Anne (she’s the one on my previous blog entries) by going to Los Banos (about 45mins from my City). It’s hard to surprise her since we’ve been texting and communicating that time. Good thing, she told me that she’d go for a shower first. I was like “Woah, now’s the time for me to able to continue my surprise for her”. I told her that it’s okay and just text me as soon as she’s done. I rushed in the car and drove safely to Los Banos for about 25-30mins only. LOL. That’s how fast I can go when I’m in a hurry. Haha.

Anyway, as I reached Los Banos, I texted her right away. I told her that I am in Los Banos and told her to go outside and meet me. I also told her that this isn’t an April Fool’s Day prank or something and told her that I am serious about it. Man, you can see on her reply that she was indeed shocked and quite hiding her emotions on how excited she was to see me. Well, I really feel the same way. I can’t explain the excitement to see her, to hug her, to kiss her, and to bond with her again since we didn’t see each other for an extremely long agonizing week. Whew!

Continuing the story… here she comes. You can see how she keeps on hiding her smile on me while going in the car. Haha! I couldn’t hide the joy when I saw her big grinned smile : D

We went for a meryenda at IRRI. We talked… talked… and TALKED. We expressed what we feel for each other. We opened up everything. I told and showed her how much I care for her and I know and feel that she truly appreciates it.

The conversation changed and went serious. She kissed me on my cheek and whispered the most unforgettable words ever. I was shocked and couldn’t believe what I heard. We are now official! I mean, our relationship is now official! After so many trials, the Lord, our God granted the desires of our hearts. That was the HAPPIEST APRIL’S F.O.O.L. DAY ever! The happiest April’s Full Of Overflowing Love Day! We love each other so much and nothing can ever break it. Like what we always say to each other, we love each other with the love of God. That’s the most important thing.


*This is it for now… I am chatting with her right now. Haha!

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Got a torn tire – Praise God!

February 23, 2009 · 1 Comment

210220091706 Was driving home from Los Banos with Dad when we got a flat tire on the upper right side of the car approaching our City. Now, here goes the story.

We passed by a fruit store and asked Dad if he would like to buy some for my nieces and nephew. He told me that he was really planning to buy some. So, I u-turned the car from the road to the rocky-soiled way… and boom! I heard a “balloon-like-sound that released some air on it”. Praise God we were just right near the fruit store and stopped by. We went out of the car immediately to check the tire…. and poof… it was torn real hard (as shown in the picture)! I might have passed through a nail or something really sharp that caused the tire to be torn that hard.

We asked the store owner if there’s a near mechanic or vulcanizing shop, and told us that there’s a near one just less than a kilometer away. Dad went to the shop and fetched the mechanic while I’m the one in charge of taking care of the car. Dad arrived with the mechanic. With less than 10-15 minutes, the torn tire was replaced with our spare tire.

I am sharing it with you with joy that everything was planned by God. First, our tire was that thin already that we really need to change it before going to Manila (we won’t be able to notice and change the thin tire if we didn’t had our tire torn. It’s hard to have a flat tire when you’re in the middle of a long travel). Second, we exactly landed right next to the store where we could safely stop by. Third, there was a near vulcanizing shop where we could ask for help.

You see? Everything was under the plan of God. You just need to look on the good side of it. You need to have faith in God that everything is under His will. Stay optimistic and keep your faith going!

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A Journey of Love

February 17, 2009 · 1 Comment

Knowing a person like you is truly a blessing. You made me feel secured with you… and as time passes by, I grew more dependent upon your smile. We became close friends until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled so far along the path of friendship, though there are times that along our travel, there are “humps” that came on our way… but the good thing is that we are always in step with one another.

You’ve been my eyes when I couldn’t see… my ears when I couldn’t hear… and my air when I couldn’t breathe. Upon this travel with you, you were also my sun and moon that lit the road before us. You became my best friend along my journey and brought me to a destination where I’ve never been.

Somewhere along our path, I fell. I fell in love with you. But by God’s grace, the journey was amazing. Amazing in a way that we grew with the same feelings… from complete strangers, to friends, to close friends, to best friends… and beyond!

I love everything of you. I just love the way you are. I love the way you trust me. A trust that started from a small seed… growing and growing… becoming a tree. With all your secrets, with your feelings, with yourself, you’ll never know how much that trust has meant to me.

You changed my life in ways that I could never describe. You really touched my life… from the communication we’ve shared, the times we’ve spent with each other, I know I will never be this satisfied again without you. Your trust in me has taught me to trust in you, knowing you will never intentionally cause me pain.

I wish that we have met before. That you knew the “Joel” before, as you know me that well today, so you could see the difference knowing you has made. Like what I’ve said, you changed my life in so many unexplainable ways. You taught me how to love truly and eternally. It sounds ‘cheesy’ but that’s the truth. I hope that we could be together and forever to a journey that will never end.

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Expressing the Bursting Emotions

December 25, 2008 · Leave a Comment

3am… I’ve been thinking about her, though we’ve been texting texting and TEXTING until now! Haha. Browsing through my cellphone, I see her picture. An image that made me miss her so badly.

It’s Christmas… no limitations. I mean, it’s a special occasion where we can say whatever we want to each other. From the sweetest things to the SWEETEST THINGS! LOL. We’ve talked on the phone and expressed what we feel for each other. Argh, I missed that kind of conversation with her. I missed her voice, her sweetness, her EVERYTHING! I missed telling her how much I love her… though we really feel that overflowing love for each other without saying the exact words.

Our love is different. It’s a mutual feeling that cannot be compared with others. The LOVE we have is extraordinary. Why? Because we started it with a friendship… we started it with a super genuine friendship… we started it from treating each other on a brotherly and sisterly way. Then we’ve been the BEST of FRIENDS… and now, we treat each other as a couple… a TURTLE COUPLE! LOL! Isn’t it unique? Just kidding…. the most important thing that makes our love different is that it REALLY GROWS WITH GOD.

I really miss her! When I close my eyes, all I see is her smile. When I go outside, she’s the sun that shine on me. Hmm… if I could only manipulate time, I would have overused that power just to be with her that long even though she’s miles away from me.

I am writing this Blog to express the emotions that I feel… the bursting feeling actually. Tsk… I really miss my Turtle. I miss bonding with her, laughing with her, smiling with her, and especially growing with her in all aspects. I love the way she loves me… I feel the security and assurance in it. I love you so much Anne, and I will always do.

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Finding the ‘hidden forests’

December 24, 2008 · Leave a Comment

My Dad, Paul Manalo, a National Consultant with the Food and Agriculture Organization of the United Nations had a travel at Bohol where he organized a media visit to their project on ANR in Danao, Bohol.

Here’s an Inquirer Article of Columnist Rina Jimenez-David dedicating her whole column for the project:

Finding the ‘hidden forests’

By Rina Jimenez-David
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 04:22:00 12/23/2008

TO reach the town of Danao in Bohol, we had to drive through winding roads of varying quality, through sparsely populated villages and lonely hillsides covered in grassland.

Arriving at the EAT (for Extreme Ecotourism Educational Adventure Tours) Center, we glimpsed tarpaulins showing people engaged in such extreme sports as rappelling down mountainsides, propelling kayaks down rapids, plunging across crevasses in a “zip” line and exploring caves and rocky riverbeds. With some alarm, we wondered if we would be asked to engage in such challenging pursuits. With some relief, we noted the fading light and concluded it would soon be too dark to be traipsing about mountainous territory.

That was also apparently the thought foremost on the mind of Paul Manalo, a consultant with the Food and Agricultural Organization (FAO) who had put together the orientation program on assisted natural regeneration (ANR) for our group of media visitors. “Sayang, it’s too dark now to bring you to our site,” Manalo said. “We wanted you to see for yourselves what we’re talking about. We would have taken you on a little mountain-climbing.” I sighed with relief. Even a “little” mountain-climbing is too much for me these days, I’m afraid.

But even if only through slides and an oral presentation, what we heard and learned about ANR was enough to convince us that this was one approach to regenerating our disappearing forests that deserved public support and encouragement.

“Traditional” reforestation efforts usually involve planting seedlings in deforested areas, usually with volunteer manpower or local residents who are paid for every seedling they plant. Neria Andin, assistant director of the Forest Management Bureau, says such reforestation efforts typically cost P33,000 per hectare, with much of the effort going to waste when the replanted area is laid waste by fire or dies off during a drought.

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IN CONTRAST, said Andin, ANR involves minimal cost and less effort. Best of all, it is a process that makes use of nature’s bounty and processes.

“There are potential forests in our grasslands,” declares Pat Dugan of Bagong Pag-asa Foundation, which is assisting with the ANR projects in Bohol, Davao del Norte and Bataan. “All we need to do is help nature in nurturing the young forest.”

The process starts with identifying the young saplings among the grass, shrubs and under older trees, which are “placed” there by the action of wind, birds or insects that spread the seeds far and wide. Once identified, the seedlings and saplings are marked out, with the cogon grass around, each one flattened to prevent the grass from further growing and spreading. Then all that’s needed is to keep flattening the grass every six months, make sure the young trees are watered, and protect them from grassfires, most of which are started by kaingineros.

Providing the human labor are members of nearby communities, who are paid to search for the saplings, flatten the grass and protect the trees. In as little as six months, Dugan avers, one can see the visible results of a regenerated forest, with 625 “regenerants” per hectare enough to create a forest.

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DUGAN says deforestation is caused not so much by logging as by kaingin, the burning of mountainsides by destitute farmers seeking arable land. But mountain land is not very suitable for agriculture, and once they have eked out everything they can from the land, the kaingineros move on, abandoning land on which nothing (or seemingly nothing) else can grow but cogon.

It’s no small irony, then, that most of the village folk recruited to work on the ANR areas are probably former kaingineros themselves. But being so, they have an innate knowledge of the seasons and familiarity with the land that makes them experts on the conditions best suited to bring out the forests lying dormant among the grass.

To further protect potential forests from fires, some cleared lands are surrounded by fire breaks, cleared strips of land that make it difficult for flames to leap and spread. In some areas, the locals have planted pineapples and banana plants to augment their income.

Another plus that ANR brings to reforestation is that it assures biodiversity, since the potential trees spotted in the grass are usually indigenous species that reflect the wide diversity in the area. Unlike in traditional tree planting efforts, where well-meaning people bring in a single specie that may not be suited for the area, or worse, can actually harm the surrounding trees, as in the case of the inappropriate gemelina trees, for instance.

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BUT an ANR project could not succeed without the support of the local government, which can unify the affected communities behind the effort and protect the proponents from contrary interests.

In Danao, Mayor Louis Thomas Gonzaga, along with Vice Mayor Jose Cepedoza and the councilors, has proclaimed the town an “ANR municipality,” the first in the country. This means that the project enjoys the full support of the local government, including funding. The LGU decided on this course of action, Gonzaga said, because the project is meant to protect the watershed, a valuable resource for the people of Danao.

Indeed, Danao even now is in talks with a Metro Manila city for a form of “carbon swapping,” with the urban city government providing an environmental grant to Danao to compensate for its abysmal carbon footprint. If it pushes through, the regenerated forest of Danao will certainly count as a huge resource.

Source: http://opinion.inquirer.net/inquireropinion/columns/view/20081223-179508/Finding-the-hidden-forests

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Enough of the Arroyo Administration!

December 16, 2008 · 1 Comment

We, Filipinos, are so unlucky here in the Philippines considering the problems the country faces, thanks to the maneuverings of a fake president. Despite all the scandals and allegations of graft and corruption, ate glue truly lives up to her name: glued to her position; however almost all the Pinoys dislike her. We should not really allow GMA to extend her term beyond 2010 through constitutional means.

There have been so many scandals and anomalies of the government including GMA and her tutas… plus GMA’s husband, Mike Arroyo. Let me enumrate some of it for you (not in order):

  • The Broadlight bribery of governors and congressmen right inside Malacanang.
  • The NBN-ZTE Deal.
  • Fertilizer Fund Scam.
  • Hello Garci Scandal.
  • Extra-judicial killings.
  • Graft and Corruption.
  • ETC.

Idagdag ko na din dito yung sa rice crisis na isa ring pagpapatunay ng klase ng governance ni GMA. If she doesn’t come clean out of this mess, tingnan lang natin kung saan pupulutin si ate glue. Yet another controversy of scandalous proportions is the brewing 5 billion peso pig scam, which the Bolante fertilizer scam pales in comparison. It boggles the mind!

I really insist that it should be not a day longer for a president who lies, cheats, and is above all graft and corruption in government, extrajudicial killings, and all irregularities imaginable. What moral lesson do we, young pinoys, learn from a morally corrupt GMA? Hindi nahihiya si GMA sa ating mga pinoy, gusto ba natin na ito ay maging norm ng dapat ay ipagsalin-saling Philippine value system from this generation to the next, ad infinitum?

There are over 80 million Filipinos and definitely, there are a greater number who are very qualified for the position. It’s not a matter of who is going to take over, it’s all about an alternative that is as constitutional as succession. Noli may be perceived as a no-brainer, and i swear never have liking for him for all his intellectual deficiency, but then he sure is the only legitimate successor.

He is certainly an intellectual misfit but as I said, he is the constitutional successor. And if he proves not up to the job, then let’s change him. Definitely, changing president is a painful process but that’s the way a MATURING DEMOCRACY undergoes. NO PAIN, NO GAIN.

Alam niyo kasi, talagang ang legal approach ay malinaw na malinaw, and it’s a choice we’ve got to make: there’s the impeachment (although as usual it’s a numbers game with the crocodiles in congress outnumbering the decent ones), snap elections (we’ve certainly don’t lack of the likes of Chief Justice Puno et al. to be at the helm of a caretaker government until an honest election is held to elect a GMA successor; certainly I have doubts with the Comelec but hope springs eternal), there’s resignation as an option now getting clearer by the day, People Power Revolt. These are options that we have to pursue as the youth who are poised to inherit whatever succeeding governments leave us.

Another thing… ang pinaplanong CHA CHA ni GMA ay huwag suportahan.  Papaano magiging solusyon ang Charter Change kung ang tunay na objective ay for the extension of GMA’s term? Yun ang evil desire ni GMA sa CHA CHA, ang pahabain pa ang kanyang term beyond 2010.

I stand flat on my views that all the controversies that hound GMA are of her own doing and that you could only infer that corruption, the shenanigans in her government, the lies, the deception, scam after scam all lead to the Malacanang door. I cringe at the thought of another 2 years of GMA. It gives me the shivers living a long 2-year moral bankruptcy that GMA is simply guilty of: bakit natin hahayaang maging isa tayong bansa at pamayanan na hindi kinahihiyaan ng dahil lamang sa isang uri ng katakawan, kawalang kahihiyaan, etc.?

I pray then that we are emancipated from the morally bankrupt GMA government.

Thank you for your time.

Joel Emmanuel

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Manny “PACMAN” Pacquiao makes history!

December 8, 2008 · 1 Comment

“Pambansang Kamao”, as we, Filipinos, call him, won the biggest fight in his boxing career yesterday. Manny Pacquiao beat the hell out of the Golden Boy, Oscar Dela Hoya.

It was a great match! I watched it together with my family 2 times. First, the subscription on the Internet, where you can watch the fight live for free (well, that’s how I roll… hacking pay-per-views on the net). It was so exciting since boxing has been my favorite, plus watching with your family made it more exciting! After that, we watched it again on a delayed telecast on a local tv channel. Damn commercials! HAHAHA.

Yesterday was a great day aside from Pacquiao’s victory. It was my mother’s birthday yesterday, that’s why… plus, we were all present that day. It was really an enjoyable family day (non-stop bonding and kulitan)!

Thank you, Lord for that wonderful day.

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Entering a spice of LOVE!

December 8, 2008 · 1 Comment

I have been single for quite a time now, and I am happy about it. Really happy… but until when? I know that God has a will and purpose for me… and I know that it’ll come in time. Right time.

I have this best friend of mine that I care for. We’ve been friends for more than a year now. We’ve been exchanging our thoughts, experiences, emotions, and “all” that you can imagine… we’re that really close to each other. I am so lucky and thankful to have her as my best friend. As a matter of fact, I really don’t want to lose our genuine friendship… who the hell wants it to happen?

Anyway, as time passes, what we feel for each other grew and became stronger that we have to slow things down. I mean, we have set our limitations: control on saying “i love you” to each other, less sweetness when we’re together, etc. There are too many reasons why we have to slow it down… reasons that must be kept private, and reasons for the better.

Our situation is really hard. Everything’s controlled. But it’s okay for us. We’ve talked about it already… we don’t have to rush things up. What important is our love for each other grows: GROWS WITH GOD.

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